all mixed up

i say good day to you Pismo.

I'm sitting here 2 hours before my last day. 2 hours 12 minutes and 38 seconds..... i couldn't sleep. I'm excited but I'm not sure why? is it the sense of completion? or the pride in all the stuff i learned? am i just happy to go see my people in d-town? i feel on top of the world. unstoppable if you will.

I'll miss Cali. i love the weather, the people, the work, and i guess every thing.

I wish PCPA was a little more organized right now. I'd love to stay and learn more. i just don't feel that this that right place for me now.

I'm leaving with this mind frame that as long as some one is willing to teach me then i can learn it. i hope i can stay in this mind frame. I want to become some one and make a name for myself.

My mind is all over the place today. yet i still feel calmed. like every thing will be OK.

I feel that i have a new discipline about my self. i think I'm growing up. and I'm excited.

"When a man feels throbbing within him the power to do what he undertakes as well as it can possibly be done, this is happiness, this is success." Orison Swett Marden