"Every day is a new beginning. Treat it that way. Stay away from what might have been, and look at what can be".--Marsha Petrie Sue

Well its been about a year since my last post. I've turned a new leaf and have found a whole different civilization. i began learning the electrician trade shortly after returning to NC. It has opened alot of doors for me. and in general it has added another skill to my list. i feel like i can learn how to do anything. I'm learning that life out of school though it may conceal more daunting task and decisions is much more rewarding. making decision and seeing the out come. learning from those and making new ones. I have recently became a part of the elavation fire department. I start taking my class' this week towards my firefighter 1 and 2. from there it will be specialized class' that will qualify me for different positions. i think this could be a possible career for me. i like the idea of it. i think it suits me. as far as home life goes its good. in my mind I'm ready to go out completely on my own but i realize that this would be a bad decision. I'm to young and to under payed. so i leave that matter alone for a year or two. about 7 months a go i acquired my mustang. some would say I'm in love with this car. i wouldn't say that but i do have a great appreciation for it. it has showed me how hard work pays off. I'd like to thank that I've grown to understand myself and life a lot more as this year has flew by. i have a bit more respect for it now. i love to go for a drive with the top down and just watch life. if that makes any since to you. well i know this post has been all over the place so i will end it for now.